Port Out...for now

[boxhill]

My port was removed on Friday. It had stopped functioning properly during the spring and since I've been off Keytruda since June my onc thought we might as well remove it.

It's weird. I know that some people feel like they are done with cancer when their port is pulled. I don't feel able to enjoy that sense of freedom. Stage IV, after all...you never know. No one really knows how long a Keytruda remission might last.

We grow accustomed to living with the uncertainty the threat. I'm wondering when other people got used to thinking of themselves as NOT having cancer, or if they ever did.

I have another MRI scheduled for Dec 1st. I guess it is just one scan at a time for now.

I hasten to add that I feel incredibly lucky. I realize it afresh every time I read a post from someone who is in treatment. I think of each of you every day.

[beach sunrise]

Such a great milestone! I hope to join you sometime.
Right now I am trying to get someone to flush mine so it doesn't malfunction. My surgeon said he will do it.
I want this thing out of me so bad but like you need to keep for a while just in case.
Good luck on your scan. Try not to let it stress you out. Just think "Its Christmas time and nothing will spoil it." Let us know when you know.
Happy Thanksgiving to you and family!

[Lee]

. . . I want this thing out of me so bad but like you need to keep for a while just in case.
!

This was many years ago, my Onc had to fight my insurance company to get my port put in. I took my 1st infusion in my left hand. No fun, I was not allowed to use that left hand for several days. Had to sleep a certain way. I finally got my port put in a day or two prior to my 2nd infusion. Anyway, I was willing to keep as long as possible, just in case. About 2 yrs later, I was having a mamo when it somehow got moved, could no longer be accessed. Was taken out.

There was a women here, years ago, had her 1st port removed, 6mth later, cancer came back. tried to put 2nd port back in same area. Scar tissue was impossible to work with, port was trouble from day one. Finally had to put another one on other side of body, with understanding it does not come out.

Yes they are annoying, me the area next to my neck was the most exposed, wore the neck portion of car seat belt behind me. Belt would cut into tubing inside my neck.

Good luck

Boxhill, congrats on getting you port out.

Lee

[beach sunrise]

Whoa, my goodness!!!
It was recommended for me to keep it 5 yrs. Flush every 6 wks. Mine hasn't been flushed since folfox ended in June and its got me worried. The chemo place I go to keep just saying onc didn't order it so I asked my surgeon for help since its been 6mths. He said absolutely...

[Lee]

I would ask the Onc about flushing it. I was suppose to get my flushed every 4-6 weeks. You could push to 8 weeks in emergency situation. When nurse could not access it after mamo, I saw my Onc next & that is when I learned they were taking it out. It had been inside of me about 3 yrs. Onc assured me we still have 2weeks & would be out by then. Less than a week later it was out. I would have kept it in 5 yrs if I could have. Please understand FOLFOX was experimental & those ports were kinda new.

Understand, they have improved these ports a lot since mine.

[CRguy]

My port was removed on Friday.

Congratulations on being DE-ported !!!!

Cheers and best wishes on the Journey
moving forward !
CRguy

[StrongEnough]

Congrats Boxhill! I imagine it must feel weird, like you said you can't pretend it's gone forever , but maybe that's the point. Appreciating that it's gone right now. Good luck on the scans

[horizon]

Hope it's out forever boxhill!

I took my 1st infusion in my left hand. No fun, I was not allowed to use that left hand for several days. Had to sleep a certain way. I finally got my port put in a day or two prior to my 2nd infusion. Anyway, I was willing to keep as long as possible, just in case.

Oh wow, that was exactly me. First infusion in left arm and they couldn't access the vein. Took many, many retries during which I got more and more freaked out because I hate needles. Started getting numbness in my arm during the infusion. That erased all doubt I had about getting a port.

[horizon]

Whoa, my goodness!!!
It was recommended for me to keep it 5 yrs. Flush every 6 wks. Mine hasn't been flushed since folfox ended in June and its got me worried. The chemo place I go to keep just saying onc didn't order it so I asked my surgeon for help since its been 6mths. He said absolutely...

I would keep pushing. Like Lee I was told 8 weeks if I had to but got it flushed every 6.

[boxhill]

I too was told flushing every 6 weeks. Beach Sunrise, sounds like your oncologist has dropped the ball, big time!

My port was always very comfortable, after the initial healing period. On Friday, the surgeon said that some people have a lot of scarring around the port and thus have to go to the other side if they need a new one, while others have almost none at all and can co back to the same side. I asked him where I fell on the spectrum, and he said that while there was some scarring I could still have a port on the same side, if necessary.

[beach sunrise]

I have asked for the last time at my cancer center so asked the surgeon and he said yes absolutely. I get very sick and tired of having to repeat myself without any action on the other side. So, screw it and move on I shouldn't have let it go on this long (big Sigh)...Be your own advocate!!!!

[CRguy]

...Be your own advocate!!!!

DAMN that sounds like something I woulda' said
Oh wait ... I DID

Glad it resonates with you homie !!!!
YES, BE YOUR OWN ADVOCATE
ALWAYS !!!!!

The whole port flush issue centers on what type of port you have, and what your recheck schedule is
... AND with which Doc or department.

Some are good a keeping in the loop
SOME ... are really shitty at patient follow up

BE the squeaky wheel

Cheers and Harmony
CRguy on the Journey

[boxhill]

12/1/20 MRI results: everything the same. Still NED.

[beach sunrise]

I have been waiting waiting on your result!!! YAY YAY YAY...Best news I've heard all day!

[utahgal7]

Congratulations on the NED results of your MRI! Now, you can enjoy the holidays without having to worry about it.