I was diagnosed with Colon Cancer in early 2016. After two surgeries, two radiation treatments, one recurrence, and 2.5 years of chemo and I was NED. I've been checked yearly with CT scans and nothing seen. The scan this August would have been my 5 year NED anniversary. Had I passed, the doctor would have declared me as cured - even though we all know this isn't correct.
Anyway, I had my CT scan this past Wednesday and I got the result the next day. "innumerable bilobar hepatic metastatic lesions" "likely peritoneal carcinomatosis" "cavernous transformation at the hepatic hilum" .. and those are just the highlights. In just a year I've become eaten up by colon cancer. Honestly, I don't see a path out of this. It's just too much to treat, IMO, and unless a miracle suddenly happens, I think I'm toast in a few months - and I'm fresh out of miracles. Anyone have a miracle that I can borrow?
Of course, my wife is a puddle of goo right now. She's an RN and is more familiar with the terms than I am. Cancer is always more emotionally upsetting for your loved ones than it is for yourself - I went through this many years ago when my then wife had Ovarian Cancer.
The absolutely insane schedulers at UTSW scheduled my meeting with my oncologist 9 days after my CT scan, so I have yet to hear his opinion on this. From my non-medical background's opinion, I think I'm gonna tumble down the rabbit hole.