Thank you all, really I thank you so much for your words. As I've read my updated post to you all, I've cried, really really cried bcuz that last week was really tough in all sorts of ways. He knew it hurt me so much to see him the way his frail body was, to know his mind was breaking down & falling asleep more & more, to realize he could barely talk & what's more, he would only talk to me bcuz I could read the signs of him needing something. My voice would calm him, even when I would talk a bit loud in his ear so he would know it was me touching or moving & giving him medicine. The morphine would keep him asleep which sucked bcuz I wanted him to talk more & more but the pain was bigger so I had to keep giving it to him. I'll send a private message to those who requested but in case I miss anyone, the gofundme page for him can be found by typing this in the search: In loving memory of Narine Harripersaud...
He also has a YouTube Channel (can you believe that?!) & will happy to know just how much of a funny dude he was. That channel can be found under: Rikimaroo (there's two channels with this name but the one with the Music Notes image is his). The video I have posted for friends & family to see (which I've added some more things to it) is private: https://youtu.be/mGlvKLRDzok (maybe you can copy & paste?) but I would love to share that with you guys
Thank you SO much!