Hi Erika,
The reaction from the nurses & physician were of sheer embarressment they couldnt look me in the face, I felt quite satisfied that they found something (which might sound weired) but I had been telling them for years that there was something wrong but they just put it down to IBS, when they asked me question`s (about bleeding & so forth) they just said oh IBS can do that sometimes! They made me feel stupid
so now I feel like saying "In your face" (which might seem weired too) but sorry thats how I feel.
As for the colonoscopy I am trying not to get myself too worked up for it, as I know thats what I have to do to make them listen to me & not make me feel like an idiot! I did watch the sigmoidoscopy on the screen which seemed to make me relax a bit more. So Im just gonna do it! If it means the only way to sort my health out then so be it
hopefully they wont find anything else now but at least now I can say I DO NOT have IBS
Thankyou for your support xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love & Hugs, Julie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx