I really cant thank you guys enough!
I have been in a depressed kind of funk thinking I should maybe just coast but anxious about it as well, your responses really help me to see its not unreasonable to request more information/tests. I have a colonoscopy tomorrow and my Onc on Thursday to go over all the latest scans and I'm feeling good to push forward with asking for more tests.
Im also seeing a therapist Thursday for the first time and I think its another good step.
Take care of yourselves,