Postby ab123 » Fri Sep 06, 2013 9:56 am
When I was diagnosed last year at age 38 my boys were 5 and 7. It was a tough year especially for the 7-year-old, who was pretty anxious about it. I decided from the outset to be very open about what was going on, and explained to them both what rectal cancer was, where the tumor was, what the anatomy looked like, what the treatment was, etc. I also asked them many times along the way, together and separately, if they had any questions or if anything was on their minds.
Since I had radiation first, we talked a lot about that to start. They drew pictures of X-wing fighters shooting radiation beams into the core of the death star tumor. I really got a kick out of that. It was also a great opportunity to talk about anatomy, show them pictures, and explain how the GI system works.
We met with both kids' teachers with the kids just to give everybody a heads-up about what the kids were facing so the boys felt comfortable going to their teachers with any anxieties or concerns or questions or whatever. And since my 7-year-old had already been known to have some outbursts we wanted everybody to be ready to support him as much as possible. That seemed to help.
As surgery approached the 7-year-old was more nervous, and had a couple outbursts at school. We started taking him to a therapist to talk through his feelings, which also helped. And even though I never said anything like "I might die" when I was explaining the treatment or the disease, he said to me one day, "You know it's a good thing it hasn't spread to your bones." He obviously understood what was at stake.
Not being able to play much during chemo was tough on the boys, and on my wife who had to take up the slack. But I could still play board games and read to them through most of it.
I've been very lucky so far, and my boys are confident that I'm all better. Hopefully that's true!
Aug 2012: RC DX Stage IIIC, T3N2M0 by MRI - 38M
Fall 2012: Chemorad
Nov 2012: LAR - Path report: 0/13 LNs, tumor reduced to "microscopic foci"
Jan-Apr 2013: 8 rounds FOLFOX
May 2013: Ileostomy takedown, port removal
July 2013 (and since): NED!