When I was in Florida cancer was the last thing on my mind. Palm trees, fun and margaritas tend to dull the sense of reality.
Now that I'm back home I have way too much time on my hands - Hubby has gone back to work "consulting" for 2 or 3 days a week. I'm home with the computer and find that I'm "googling" colon/rectal cancer stats etc way too much.
Where in the heck did the determination to beat cancer go? I'm wallowing in self-pity, weepy and lonely.
I had blood work done in early May. I didn't hear back from my Onc.. I didn't call her - seems I would rather sit here and worry about it. I had no problem calling her office when I was in treatment and I needed reassurance. I guess I just think she has "sick" people to deal with and I shouldn't waste her time.
My next appointment with oncologist for blood work is August.
CT scans and colonoscopy in November.
Hang in there kiddo --- you did a "great" job of dealing with Chemo and taking care of your kids. You have good reason to feel tired.. I on the other hand need a swift kick in the butt.