I am waiting to see if I can have SIR-spheres done at Inova Fairfax Hospital, VA. I've been off of chemo since October and don't feel myself getting any stronger. I feel like I am wasting away to nothing. It is so frustrating. I don't want to be tired anymore. I hate to say it but I am very close to giving up after fighting this disease for the past 2+ years. It's not so much I am giving up as it is I'm running out of options. Chemo keeps me alive but at what cost when you've done 40+ rounds of it? I'm even more tired. I am going to start researching for more options to keep me holding on. This is as much mental as it is physical. Lance Armstrong found the best Dr for his type of cancer in Indianapolis. Where is the best Dr/hospital for colon cancer? Also has anyone heard of Stereotactic Radio Surgery for liver tumors? I wish everyone strength, and above all HOPE for the new year.
Andrea