I just had my post-TNT treatment scans (to determine next steps) and I can understand how you feel. (And the kicker is that I met with my surgeon the next day and she said results were vague, so I still don't know the deal.) Sending positive vibes to you!
And, yes, O Stoma Mia - so happy to see a post from you - even though you definitely deserve a "sabbatical" if you want one! Hope you are feeling good.
Female - RC dgns @ 49 y
10-11 cm from anal verge ("large")
Stage 3a - T4N0M0
FOLFOX May -Sept 18
Capecetabine + Radiation - 28 sessions - Oct - Nov 18
Jan 19 - MRI & flex sig show tumor gone, Chest/ab CT no change
Feb 19 - MRI & flex sig show tumor gone
W&W (must travel)
May 19 - flex Sig - looks good
Sept 19 - Chest/ab CT no change, MRI no change, flex Sig looks good
Jan 19 - flex sig - looks good