Hello all! This is my first post but I’ve been a avid reader since my diagnosis.
What a wonderful board with wonderful & truly caring people. No one truly understands what we go through physically & mentally with this crap. This board has been a lifesaver for me. Thank you all.
I got ny port removed today. With my treatment over & my wonderful wife, family & friends celebrating me “ beating cancers ass” I feel I’m not celebrating as much as one should. I know how it acts, I know the statistics, my Dad died of cancer.
With the follow up blood test, CT scans & colonoscopys I know it’s not over in my mind. I am optimistic about my future.
Everyone said I “did great”
I guess the reason for my post is, some of you that have gone 4-5 years with no recurrence, is that always in the back of your mind? I’m one to put things behind me & move on. I really want to do that with cancer too, but I’m afraid that won’t be the case. I am a positive person but this seems to be total different.
Thanks again for this forum
Snoop