Feeling very nervous n scared . I also have severe anxiety disorder so this doesn’t help . My anxiety has been so bad that I don’t know if it’s anxiety or something else . I’m 46 with 4 kids , 25,21,11,9 year olds . Being hypochondriac didn’t help . I had so many test done how did I miss this test . I just need to know if I’m gonna be ok. I know it’s a crazy question . I’m just so scared . I need to be here for my kids . Again sorry if I am saying too much . My first time being on here not sure if I’m explaining it right . Thanks for reading
teacher2017 wrote:Hey Hopegirl-
I'm right here with you. Totally blindsided at 48 with stage 3c. 12/17 Lns and scared out of my mind. Terrible dreams and morbid thoughts. PTSD definitely. I am finished with chemo 1. It was a hard road to get here. I have learned a lot about myself. I am stronger than I seem and I'm fragile like a bomb not a flower. You are too. You will survive the port placement, the chemo, and anything else this throws your way. Your attitude will speak volumes and your resolve is what you have to show your kids. Message me and we can do this together. You are not alone. Don't google. All that is wrong. Please believe me. We can do this.
Lydia
Hopegirl wrote:Hi , I was wondering What chemo did you choose . And how bad is the side affects . My oncologist recommends xelox I think that’s what it’s called . Sigh I’m still confuse about all this still trying to learn all these names . Finding out I have cancer was the worst and now chemo also scares me . My appointment to put in my port is 11/27 and I see my oncologist on 11/28 to see which chemo . And when I will start my chemo. Does it hurt after the port is put in? Sorry so many questions
Hopegirl wrote:teacher2017 wrote:Hey Hopegirl-
I'm right here with you. Totally blindsided at 48 with stage 3c. 12/17 Lns and scared out of my mind. Terrible dreams and morbid thoughts. PTSD definitely. I am finished with chemo 1. It was a hard road to get here. I have learned a lot about myself. I am stronger than I seem and I'm fragile like a bomb not a flower. You are too. You will survive the port placement, the chemo, and anything else this throws your way. Your attitude will speak volumes and your resolve is what you have to show your kids. Message me and we can do this together. You are not alone. Don't google. All that is wrong. Please believe me. We can do this.
Lydia
Hi , I was wondering What chemo did you choose . And how bad is the side affects . My oncologist recommends xelox I think that’s what it’s called . Sigh I’m still confuse about all this still trying to learn all these names . Finding out I have cancer was the worst and now chemo also scares me . My appointment to put in my port is 11/27 and I see my oncologist on 11/28 to see which chemo . And when I will start my chemo. Does it hurt after the port is put in? Sorry so many questions
Hopegirl wrote:teacher2017 wrote:Hey Hopegirl-
I'm right here with you. Totally blindsided at 48 with stage 3c. 12/17 Lns and scared out of my mind. Terrible dreams and morbid thoughts. PTSD definitely. I am finished with chemo 1. It was a hard road to get here. I have learned a lot about myself. I am stronger than I seem and I'm fragile like a bomb not a flower. You are too. You will survive the port placement, the chemo, and anything else this throws your way. Your attitude will speak volumes and your resolve is what you have to show your kids. Message me and we can do this together. You are not alone. Don't google. All that is wrong. Please believe me. We can do this.
Lydia
Hi , I was wondering What chemo did you choose . And how bad is the side affects . My oncologist recommends xelox I think that’s what it’s called . Sigh I’m still confuse about all this still trying to learn all these names . Finding out I have cancer was the worst and now chemo also scares me . My appointment to put in my port is 11/27 and I see my oncologist on 11/28 to see which chemo . And when I will start my chemo. Does it hurt after the port is put in? Sorry so many questions
Hopegirl wrote:Hi , I was wondering What chemo did you choose . And how bad is the side affects . My oncologist recommends xelox I think that’s what it’s called . Sigh I’m still confuse about all this still trying to learn all these names . Finding out I have cancer was the worst and now chemo also scares me . My appointment to put in my port is 11/27 and I see my oncologist on 11/28 to see which chemo . And when I will start my chemo. Does it hurt after the port is put in? Sorry so many questions
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