Ho Dianna, thanks for checking in. Have been thinking of you and Frenchie . . .
I do/can not believe in afterlife; and for me afterlife comms is unthinkable, but confess that I found solace in talking to my long deceased dad when days were difficult after the liver job back in 2013
. Since then, I talk to him and my mom occasionally. Not so much for answers, but to keep them alive that way and to bring back memories. By now it has become a private ceremony to honor days long gone.
I wish you many of such chats that you can anchor on.
Best wishes and keep enjoying the butterflies
Dec 2012 - 7 cm mass MM @65yrs, 2 unresect liver mets, CEA 41.8
Jan 2013 - colectomy @ spleen, 2/26 nodes, IVa T3N1bM1a, MSI-low
Feb-Aug - 1x Xelox-7x Xelox/Avastin, shrinkage from #3
Sept - 2x failed Portal Vein embolization
Oct 2013 - R liver resect 28 hosp days (delirium, liver failure, emboli, encephalopathy) pCR - cancer gone
2014/15 - recovery/benign polyp
2016 - new town, new life
clean CTs and (1.3-1.4) CEAs: 4x2014, 6x2015-17, 1x2018
June 2018 - 2 polyps, 5yr survivor