Andrea1976 wrote:Funny, I was a national miss competitor in my country and model for many years. I don't really care if I will have scars. I have a big scar on my forehead that many people comment on. They are like: when are you going to see a surgeon to fix it etc. I kind of like my scar - it is there for a reason - result of my life:-)
I don't care how I look like or feel. I just want to be here for my kids.
I have the best 14 year old 6'1 girl who is a National volleyball Champion and super smart. And I have a giant son who has learning disabilities and might be gay. But he is so sensitive and loving!!! I just want to be here for them. I haven't had luck with guys in my life. Well, my dad was an alcoholic... If you don't have hight standarts growing up - it's hard to achieve them. But this is not about me - as I said I will fight for every day I can be here with my kids.
I understand that you might not care about scars now because I said the same thing at the beginning, just do whatever, I need to be alive, and of course , that's the goal, but as I go thru treatments and such, i realize I do care about all the details. When I looked at the my belly and didn't see the surgery, it was a great feeling. Plus done this way, you recover faster. People who were opened up the classical way had a much harder time than I did. Anyway, go with what your heart tells you. Nobody on here can decide for you.