Hindsight is terrible. I wish I hadn't entered the trial. I think it was just 4 months of letting my cancer grow unchecked. Before my proton therapy my cea was 120, then it went down to 75 and now it's 136!
So CAT scan today. I'm so afraid of what it will find. Is it back in the pelvis? I think so because of my sudden incontinence. Or did the lung things 'explode'? Or did it grow into the bone?
Or, or, or...now I sound like a seal
Anyway, I'd appreciate good luck wishes. And good luck to all of you.