Well, it seems that the mystery of the rising CEA has been solved, damnit. Thurday I had a CT scan in anticipation of having RFA done a 2nd time to see if that helped with my #s. Alas, I got a call from my surgeon friday afternoon with the news. I now have 15-20 (total) lesions on my lungs. They're small (the largest is just under a cm.) I will be starting chemo again Monday. Fulfuri with Avastin & Xeloda. I asked that we try that instead of the pump like the last time. I have a 2 year old & I'm also allergic to adhesives & having that thing taped to me for 2 days was AWFUL!!! I had blisters by the time I took the pump out. Anyone out there that had used Xeloda that can give me any imput would be great.
The good news is my oncologist is confident that we can manage this mess. I came right out & asked him how long I had & he said "Rebecca, you're NOT terminally ill. I want you to think about this as just another bump in the road. The chemo did it's job the 1st time & I have faith that it will do it this time. You're a strong woman with a lot of years of fight in you. Got it?" To which I timidly responded "ok!" He's a great guy. He's really taken a personal intrest in my case because it's so unusual due to lack of family history. I feel lucky to have a Dr. that really cares. I'll be sure to keep you all posted on my progress.
Everyone, have Merry Christmas & a Blessed New Year!!!
~Becca