Oh Sharon!! Oh sweet Brady!! My heart literally aches right now. I so know (for the most part) how you are conciously aware of what is happening and can understand logically where this is going but I also know how you must be in shock (on auto pilot) without even realizing it.
Like I have mentioned before, give him all of the hugs, kisses and snuggles you can. Tell him ANYTHING you have just had as thoughts but maybe not expressed EVEN IF you know he already knows it you will feel better that you SAID it to him. If it is at all possible communication difficulty wise have Brady leave you a message on your cell phone, your home answering machine and the best would be on video camera tape telling you that YOU ARE GOING TO BE OKAY AND HE WANTS YOU TO BE HAPPY. You will need to hear that over and over in his voice that will really help you mentally and emotionally down the road.
I think I have sent you my numbers but I will PM them to you just to make sure you have them. Brain mets can be so very scary and you tend to wonder is this normal or what to expect might help to give you some sort of peace of mind. I am here for you Sharon and please lean on me and will answer any question you have or just listen. I so get where you are at right now.... and care for you both so very much!
Oh gosh I just don't know what else to write other than please GIVE BRADY A BIG HUG FROM WAMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for me.
Hubby-9-05 IIIC Rectal 4/11nodes 40yrs*1-06 LAR FOLFOX *6-07 Mets Lungs-FOLFIRI,Erbitux,Avastin *5-08 Skull met *9-08 ClinTrial EPO906+Celebrex *mets liver,kidneys,adrenal gld *WBRT brain mets *1-09 Gemzar/Xeloda ***2-25-09 Paul entered Heaven's gates.