Dear colon club,
As I'm writing to you at this moment, I have tears in my eyes and my heart is absolutely breaking. I'm 34 years old and diagnosed with stage 2 colon cancer in June this year. Had my surgery and just finished 6 rounds of chemo with another 6 rounds to go. My white and red blood cell counts are a little low so I was advised to stay away from anyone who's sick. I have a four years old daughter and she just caught a cold this Friday.
I know that this is not really a big deal to many people, but not being able to see my child is the hardest thing for me out of all this cancer stuff. I mean, I can deal with the surgery and the chemo thing and all the side effects that come along with it. But, not to see my child and my husband is just so hard. my girl called me tonight and told me that she missed me and wanted me to come home. She was crying and I couldn't help it but burst into tears. I'm staying at my sister's gorgeous condo overlooking the ocean but it doesn't really matter. My heart is somewhere else. Has anyone of you been through the same thing? I really want to know if it is really that dangerous for me to go home. The doc mentioned the possibility of infection and pneumonia but I wonder if it is true or if he's just exaggerating. I really want to go home.
I know that you guys are the only ones who know exactly what I'm going through. Thanks for reading and take care.
Channie