Please check out this topic If you want prayer stop in here!
as we have always had some very strong prayer warriors on board !
We will all be here to support you in what you are DOING
Yes you are Trying
... BUTT it seems to me that you are in fact DOING :
- getting second opinion
- addressing anxiety and depression with meds and talking to people
This always reminds me of an old movie quote from Star Wars
" Do or do not ... there is no try" - Master Yoda
so while your name here may be trying
in fact you ARE DOING !
Many of us have been to counsellors / psyhchologists etc. and my experience is that they are not one size fits all
DO keep looking for another one ... there can be someone who does connect with you
DO keep talking with us here ... we do understand what it can be like ... you are not alone
DO keep connected with your support base / your mom
DO ask for help and support ... too many of us shut ourselves off
DO your meditations with intention ... I don't know if you use focused visualizations or just breathing relaxation types ???
I have done both and each has its own rewards
Do keep on... keeping on
It may sound trite... BUTT sometimes it really is just one step at a time
one foot ahead of the other and a marathon, not a sprint.
" A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step " - Lao Tzu
DO keep taking those single steps
Let us walk those thousand miles
In Harmony with you on the Journey