Pleasedontletitbe wrote: . . . . so I havent been hardly eating or sleeping cause I'm just so terrified
I am sorry for all that you have been going through. I was a little bit older than you are now, I broke it off with him, 3 months later I'm talking to a therapist, crying my heart out. What's wrong with me, therapist replied, "life, sometimes it just piles up". Sometimes it's hard to be young. But know, "this too shall pass" and you will have good days again.
I suspect stress is probably effecting your quality of life right now. Why were you in the hospital recently? Eating the wrong food can cause constipation. Cheese will bulk me faster than anything, greens especially spinach will have me going in an hour.
Does colon cancer run in your family?
Over the next 10 days, be kind to yourself, Try to find things that puts a smile on your face. Sometimes just walking can really help emotionally. Know that when one door closes (end of engagement) another door opens, usually a better one.
Every time you think I've got cancer, remember your symptoms could be caused by many things. It may turn out to be nothing at all. Good friend of my mine, her 25 yr old daughter was scoped. They were not really worried about cancer, but why she was having stomach issues. I forgot what they diagnosed her with, butt it was NOT cancer.
Again, please avoid Dr. Google, you can diagnoses yourself with anything with Dr. Google.
You are not alone here,