12 years ago I was told still drugged that “we got it all nothing else to do” everything will be fine.
Yea right, he was wrong
Till today I have bowel issues, pain, shocks and numbness in my hands and feet (now my insurance is making me and my doc jump through hoops for the methadone that makes the pain livable), balance issues and a general fear of dying every time I take a test.
I have this spot on my stomach (where the incision was) that is still numb, very weird when you have an itch adjacent and you scratch with no feeling.
Who could forget the pooping in my pants.
No one remember my birthday and I didn’t remind anyone, every time I started to post I was interrupted and maybe didn’t want to till now.
I think I just wanted to keep it to myself for a little while.
It is not one of the first few or a milestone number, I didn’t want to hear are you still thinking about that (yes) or have some phony sentimentality.
Only I truly know how hard it was for me, how it will probably be with me till the end but I did kicked it’s ass good.
Thanks for all of the support.
I hope I have been able to give back even a small percentage of the love and help I have found at the club.
I think the doc was right after all everything is fine.