Hi I'm new here. I will list my symptoms and struggles below. Quick FYI I don't have health insurance, no job, in debt, & my family cannot afford insurance for me or GI visits.
• Waterry bodily fluid leaking from anus or rectal discharge (that is neither blood nor stool)
• Watery leakage is involuntary, constant, relentless, large amounts and comes in more severe waves
Leakage is clear in color, HIGH in volume, low in density
. Weak urine flow, some leakage from penis too
• Severe Pain & irritation in Anus. Feels near the entrance & not far up
• Change in regular bowel habits
• Abdominal bloating, tightness, distention, and swelling ( I think) Sometimes not hungry in the morning.
• Discomfort in Anus increases after a bowel movement
• Internal leakage of liquid running down insides of body. Like into my Buttocks's cheeks, on my back, near my pelvic area & crotch, down my abdomen and sides
• Constipation (worse when pain and swelling is worse)
• increased flatulence
• Fatigue & nausea
• Excessive Thirst & dehydration
• Pressure, irritability, & pain in rectum when walking. Effects my ability to walk normally (smaller steps)etc
• Pressure & boating in abdomen effects strides when walking
• Bouts of feeling really warm but subsides
• Sounds and sensations from rectum and abdomen
• Feces is obscure in appearance, obscure appearances are of a variety. Undigested food in feces? Or something like that
• Feces smells particularly foul
• Pain in rear gets worse after urinating when standing up. & Pressure in rear when Peeing
• Abdomen Sounds- Liquid, Gas,??
• Rectum Sounds- Physical pressure, tightness.
• Foul smelling & cloudy urine
• Red bumps near stomach on skin
• Blood in feces
• When I'm emptying my bladder standing up I deal with pain and pressure in my rear. Causes weak flow
• "Skin Tag" on anus
• Straining,pressure,tightness & pain in "Gooch" from time to time
• Formerly had blood leaking and dripping from anus in large amounts, especially upon using restroom (Approximately 3-4 months Ago, lasted for approximately 4-6 months) now it's just clear looking fluid.
The leaks appear to be clear but also stain my pants like crazy
It's hard to go out in public or get a job because the leakage on clothes in embarrassing and the pain is very bad. My low cost health clinic referred me a Gastroenterology doctor but neither can I or my family afford it and my parents don't seem to be taking my complaints seriously. I find my symptoms to be bizarre.
My mother had colon cancer found in a polyp and beat in about 3 weeks after surgery. I don't think cancer runs I. The family. Her symptoms were not at all anything like what I am experiencing. I don't think she was suffering at all. I'm scared I'm dying. I sometimes want to commit suicide.
Any idea what's happening to me ? I think my time is almost up.