A week has gone after the last chemo and radiotherapy session and I am feeling much better, just a bit of nausea which started now, but I guess both Xeloda and radio are still at work in my body.
I am a bit worried about the CT scan to my lungs in two weeks. It is to see if the 8 mm node changed with Xeloda, which would restage me as 4.
I see that when I can train strength or dance I am much more positive, while spending a lot of time at home makes me more negative.
I am also worried about adjuvant chemo, I guess I should just focus on these two months of break and then the operation, but it is difficult to concentrate myself on the present.
45 year old, mother of 2
Dx rectal cancer October 2017
At least T3N2aMX (suspect metastasis to one lung 8 mm)
Neoadjuvant chemoradiotherapy Xeloda + 25x2 Gy
05.12.17 laparotomic surgery for blockage, colostomy
25.01.18 laparotomic lar, hysterectomy, ileostomy
05.03.18 core needle biopsy of lung, updated to stage IV
07.05.18 CAT scan, lung metastasis 11 mm
04.06.18 ileostomy reversal
26.06.18 wedge VATS surgery