Re: Hellooo Neuropathyiiiiiiiiiii
Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2017 2:59 pm
Hello neuropathy my old friend
I have come to be infused with you again
Because a tumor slowly creeping
Obstructed my colon while I was sleeping
And the cells, that were planted in my body
Still remain
Within the sound of a silence
Haha the stupid things I did during infusion...making up songs to fit my treatment.
Yeah I had 12 treatments with oxi and from the first treatment I had symptoms that progressively worsened.
Swallowing broken glass, numb fingers and feet, first bite syndrome, food completely changed taste, cold drinks food or air triggering it. Crying hurt so much because the fluid I cried hurt my eyes terribly. When I had to cry I was like, oh damn, get ready for the pain.
Not to be a downer but mine got worse and lasted longer each treatment.
But, you can do it. You are throwing the kitchen sink at this disease, and give it complete and total hell. It's a nasty chemical for a nasty disease.
5 months later some numbness remains, but I feel better.
I am glad I did it, it makes me appreciate eating and drinking and crying and being "normal."
I dread a recurrence and going through it again, but I know I can do it. It sucks but you can do it.
I think of my fellow cc members undergoing treatment everyday. Hang in there.
I have come to be infused with you again
Because a tumor slowly creeping
Obstructed my colon while I was sleeping
And the cells, that were planted in my body
Still remain
Within the sound of a silence
Haha the stupid things I did during infusion...making up songs to fit my treatment.
Yeah I had 12 treatments with oxi and from the first treatment I had symptoms that progressively worsened.
Swallowing broken glass, numb fingers and feet, first bite syndrome, food completely changed taste, cold drinks food or air triggering it. Crying hurt so much because the fluid I cried hurt my eyes terribly. When I had to cry I was like, oh damn, get ready for the pain.
Not to be a downer but mine got worse and lasted longer each treatment.
But, you can do it. You are throwing the kitchen sink at this disease, and give it complete and total hell. It's a nasty chemical for a nasty disease.
5 months later some numbness remains, but I feel better.
I am glad I did it, it makes me appreciate eating and drinking and crying and being "normal."
I dread a recurrence and going through it again, but I know I can do it. It sucks but you can do it.
I think of my fellow cc members undergoing treatment everyday. Hang in there.