Have you tried a combination of fiber (Optifiber) and Imodium? I read about it here in the forum and in the right amounts i think it can help clustering and to slow things down.
What I dread, more than a bag, is to be in the situation you are right now. I hope it gets better with time. I really really do.
Until then try to spoil yourself in the quiet moments you have and keep good energies. A little Humour has always been a life saver for me in my thoughest days.
Sending you good vibes and wishing you all the best!
29 yo. Mum (20 Mo) & Wife. Working & Studying.
12/2016: Dx Rectum AdenoCa G2 4 cm ab ano. CEA 4.3
01/2017: RAS Wildtyp. MSS. IIIB.
01 - 03/2017: 28 RTx und CHT 2500 mg/d Capecitabine CEA 1.1
05/2017: TME/TAMIS + permanent Colostomy CEA 0.5
05/2017: ypT2N2M0 (4/15), limited response to RTx
06 - 11/2017: 7 Rounds CapOx w/ 3500 mg/d Capecitabine, Vit D3, Curcuma, Cimetidine