Tnguyen wrote:Hello everyone,
if you havent seen my update from my last post, I just wanted to say thank you again for all the wonderful prayers and support
Mom is still in the hospital and will be discharged tomorrow.
Even though mom is still doing okay and actually had a few bowel movement these past few days, she is still experiencing abdominal pain that comes and goes. She still weak and has shortness of breath if she walks or do anything for too long.
She is eating, though not alot. She only vommited once, but so far has been able to keep her food down.
The palliative nurse and doctor came in and told mom the harsh reality.
I had to translate it to my mom since we're vietnamese and she doesnt understand english.....but i can tell this time she understood everything.
The doctor said that mom condition is going to get worse and there no treatment available. Her onc has decided that she wont be able to do chemo nor will it be beneficial for her.
They said that even though mom has a partial bowel obstruction right now......soon it will turn into a total obstruction and then that's...it.
They said that she has a week to a month left, and told me to start thinking about hospice.
I'm heartbroken. It broke my heart to have to translate everything back to my mom and tell her about her "death sentence"
mom didnt even need the full translation to understand the situation. She cried....I cried. I tried so hard to hold it in because i knew that if i broke down, that she would too.
Tonight we will have a full family discussion to sort out everything. I wished and i thought I would have a few more months with her...but to know I only have less than a month is disheartening.
Im also in school....so I dont know how to balance all of this. How can I go to school...knowing shes at home like this? If this was the summer or during break..then I can atleast spend as much time as i can with her....but now i have to balance both. If i could, I would stop school at once...but she would never allow that to happen.
I also have a regret....if only i had pushed the doctors to remove the tumor in her colon and maybe...just maybe this wouldn't have happened.
No matter what, Im going to try my best and make my mom as happy as I can and spend time together as a family.
If we could receive some more prayers...in hope of extending my mom life a little more, It would mean the world. Thank you to everyone on this forum for all of the support you have given me. Keep fighting and never EVER give up!
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