Hi all-
I'm a 51 year old. diagnosed on nov 22 with low rectal cancer. Ct was clear, blood work all normal range . Saw surgeon for ultrasound, he thought T-1, no chemo/rad, local excision and done (who wouldn't have wanted to hear that?) had excision, fast forward one week.
Well turns out he was VERY off. T-3, path show lymphatic/vascular features moderately differentiated.
I am lucky to be in SF and went to ucsf to see dr Alan venook for 2nd opinion who bluntly tells me the guy majorly screwed this up and likely put me at risk by attempting local excision and may have "seeded" the tumor. MRI was done and showed residual tumor left in the sphincter muscle,but nodes looked clear, but no way to know for sure until surgery. Iam being treated now at ucsf and I am about to start 6 rounds of 5 FU chemo followed by APR/permanent colostomy surgery and then more chemo/rad. Getting my port placed tomorrow.
Mourning my life...I am so overwhelmed and anxious. But am faking it for my kids and husband. Just looking for some words of encouragement...right now hard to see coming out the other side of this
Thanks
Tishanne