cptango I read your original post, I lurk a lot without signing in, think I was the first one to view it and there were no responses yet.
I remember that it was a really heavy post divided into 2 parts and I wanted to come back later, reread it and think about it before possibly responding. In my chemo fog I can't really really remember all of it, but sure wished you hadn't deleted it, it covered many things that I feel but have never discussed with others.
If you want to rewrite here please do, it's ok to rant and get it off your chest and I also think others might be interested in discussing it. You can always send me a pm.
Best wishes to you and hope you get some answers and peace from what you were venting about. oxo Tuna or chicken casserole?
70yo Fem DX: 1/21/2016 RC Stage IV-Nodules lungs
MSS-Kras Wild-Lynch Synd Neg-Lung Biopsy 1/27/16-Port 2/19/16
MRI 7/7/16 Endometrial polyp found, watching LAR 7/19/16, No Ileostomy, Stage ypT3 N1
CT 11/7/16: Most mets stable,1 shrunk,1 new??
CEA Tests: 1/21/16=20, 12/22/16=5.3, 1/20/17=4.8, 2/15/17=6.2
9/20/16-1/24/17 Folfuri & Avastin #10/10 Done
PET/CT 2/10/16-1/31/17=Some shrunk & growth to 2, Avastin failing ???
2/21/17 Folfuri & Avastin