Postby jortego128 » Sat Apr 30, 2016 3:54 pm
Im very sorry to hear this. Hospice only means the end of treatments, not that the end of your life is at hand. Different people respond differently.
On losing the war, I lost the queen of my heart about two months ago. We did everything we could, fought with all we had, prayed from the very depths of our souls, yet God was ready to take her home. I am certain a miracle was given to us, because she was literally pain free up until the time of her death, and as I prayed for her comfort and for the Lord to have mercy on her soul, invoking special promises from Jesus, she passed that very hour as I whispered in her ear to let go, that I loved her and that I would take care of the family. The feeling that came over me as I prayed by her bedside is hard to describe, but a warmth and calmness came over me that I can only describe as the arms of God holding us together as I held her hand. I truly believe she is in a FAR better place than we are at this very moment.
Everyones situation is different, and I understand that not everyones passing will be as peaceful as my moms, but faith and prayer are powerful things. I will keep you in my prayers Crystal.
DM 57 yrs old dx 6/8/15 T:4a N:1b M:1
KRAS G12D and TP53 C242fs mutations
Poorly Differentiated, Prominent Signet Ring Component(~50%)
Microsatellite Stable, 3 of (13)lymph nodes positive
15 Liver mets, largest 3.2 cm
Prim. Resection, Right Hemicolectomy 6/21/15
Start Chemo 7/20/15
2 rounds FOLFOX, 1 round FOLFOX +Avastin
CT 8/28/15, met growth, largest 4.5cm
4 rounds FOLFOX+Avastin
CT 11/06/15 mets stable, lungs clear
Begin FOLFIRI+Avastin 11/17/15, Stop chemo 1/26/16
Entered Paradise 3/11/2016