Postby Soccermom2boys » Sun Apr 03, 2016 7:27 pm
Wow--your rant definitely struck a chord with me, I hear ya! I am made to feel like I am hurting other people's feelings by being honest with them on how much I do or don't want to share--like what the hell, I am the one going to sleep at night with cancer and all of the emotional and physical trauma it brings with it! So so frustrating-why aren't we allowed to feel and deal the way that works for US?! I love my mother but I have to admit I am so frustrated with her because I didn't feel like talking to the rest of my family (cousins, aunts, uncles, etc) about my cancer and she is worried about their feelings like I am being rude. Not everybody needs to know everything and really, it's all crappy stuff anyway, why would I want to just talk about how miserable I am?
Just sucks we have to deal with this--thank God we have each other on this forum. I mean really, no one gets it like we do! Thanks for posting, again, helped to remember I am not alone in my feelings! Rant as often as needed and know that I and the rest of the gang are right beside you!
8/3/15 Went in with a hemorrhoid, came out with a tumor
8/12/15 Biopsy from colonoscopy confirms RC (45 yrs old--zero family history!)
9/21 - 10/29/15 chemorad 28 tx (with Xeloda)
12/17/15 APR with perm colostomy
Pathology report stages me as IIIA (T2N1M0)--1/15 LN detects cancer
2/3/16 chemo port inserted
2/8-6/2/16 8 rounds of Folfox