hello friends
thanks rochelle for your previos reply.
i have terrible news. yesterday night mum called from the hospital to tell me she had been given full review of latest cat scan. not only has the cancer now spread to her lungs but has also spread over her body - near her heart, her left breast, her intestine (again), near her throat and her kidneys.
friends, i am now resigned to the fact that i shall lose my mum (best friend, confidante) sooner than i thought. i am going to be strong and happy (however strange the happy bit may sound) around her and going forward. i want her to see a daughter that will make strong steps through life and not one that is crumbling.
i'm so tired. i had the metal taken out of my wrist yesterday and what with all the painkillers and mum being so terribly ill i think i'll take a nap this afternoon.
i no longer hold on to hope for mum, i doubt there is anything else that can be done. i only hope now that her pain can be controlled and that when it comes to her last days that she will be free from any suffering.
in the meantime she wants us (mum, dad, my 10 year old boy and i) to go away for a week.
i'm looking into it.
i hope to hear from my friends at colon club.
i need you more than ever now
mali