Postby Delinda2 » Thu Feb 25, 2016 4:31 pm
Home from the sigmoidoscopy & meeting the new certified colorectal surgeon. Wow. Very different than the conversation I had with my onc. (My original onc moved on & this one is very young, only seen her three times.) Onc NEVER MENTIONED "many small nodules in the rectouterine space" or "new nodularity in the presacral region." I think she's avoiding an uncomfortable conversation. Apparently it doesn't matter if this is a new primary or a metastasis because that whole area seems to be filling up with cancer. The surgeon talked about several different things that could happen & we didn't like any of them. At least she was honest in a positive way. The surgeon, onc, and radiological onc meet today at 1:00 to discuss a plan, then will call me. Definitely plan on telling onc that if we are going to continue working together, she is going to have to give me the real deal. Shook my confidence in her- and I swear she's 12 years old. (You know that old joke about doctors & cops looking like children the older you get.
) Feeling rather screwed right now. Hells bells, cancer sucks.
63 yrs,wife & mom
4/14 dx colon cancer,3C,9/22 nodes
Lymphatic,venous,&perineural invasion
<1cm margin,poorly differentiated
6/14 colostomy take down
7/14 FOLFOX w/9 Nulasta shots
2/16 dx new primary of sigmoid colon
6/16 surgery-rescection on sigmoid, total hysterectomy, temp ileo, stage 4
"I AM the storm."