Postby Thetoad » Sun May 08, 2016 4:50 am
I wish I could get rid of the constant anxiety! All I'm having in a week or so, is a routine CEA blood test. But every morning I wake up and boom! my thoughts go straight to the 'what ifs' etc. I try to keep busy and realise that everything has been good so far. Then I tell myself off for being quite selfish, as there are hundreds of people going through much worse. Thousands probably. Now I'm off to bed and the anxiety will increase. Maybe some small pill would shut me up. I do take half a Lorazaam I think it is, before going to the dentist. Stops me gagging. Time I grew up a bit! Sorry, just wanted to rant a little. Kind thoughts to all...
Emergency extended rt hemi November 2013.
Complete blockage, small perforation.
Stage 2a.
T3N0M0
22 Lymph nodes clear.
No bag.
Yearly appts appts and 6 monthly CEA tests.
Incisional hernia repair, mesh Nov. 2014.
Cellulitus
CEA 1.4 on 28/7/17
27/5/17. Gallbladder removed, open.
Good consultation Feb. 2017
CEA 1.7 on 16/11/17 colonoscopy ok Jan. 2018
Nurse pleased, March 2018. CEA 1.8. One more CEA test and hopefully last appt in November, 2018.
Prostate cancer, Gleason 7 (3+4) Sept. '18.