Postby BrownBagger » Wed Aug 26, 2015 5:18 am
When it comes to Starbuck, I "can't stop grieving."
Some losses hit us harder than others. In the case of Liz, I think many of us took that one personally. The video was exquisitely painful. If I ever need a good cry, I think about that video. The other one, ironically, is Patrick and the video his brother posted of their bluegrass band performing "I'll Fly Away." Another tear jerker.
I mourn and grieve for all our lost friends, but a few, for whatever reason, cut a little deeper.
So yeah, I hear, ya, and it ain't OT, my friend.
Eric, 58
Dx: 3/09, Stage 4 RC
Recurrences: (ongoing, lung, bronchial cavity, ribs)
Major Ops: 6/ RFA: 3 /bronchoscopies: 8
Pelvic radiation: 5 wks. Bronchial radiation—brachytheray: 3 treatments
Chemo Rounds (career):136
Current Chemo Cocktail: Xeloda & Erbitux & Irinotecan biweekly
Current Cocktail; On the Wagon (mostly)
Bicycle miles post-dx 10,477
Motto: Live your life like it's going to be a long one, because it just might, and then you'll be glad you did.