Hi all
I have not posted for ages. I had four weeks vacation here in MI, US and went into complete denial! Had the best vacation I have had forever. Rest, relaxation, the beach. It was so good and I felt the best I have felt in the past 18 months.
Got the results of the nose excision and benign so good too.
I have my 3 month scans, blood work and oncologist next week at CCF. I was fine until I woke up this morning and have the most severe case of anxiety I have ever had. My tummy is in absolute knots and I just feel horribly sick.
I know right, ridiculous, I can't change what will be .... I have this fear of the one day conversation of "there is nothing more we can do". No idea why it is so bad and I am thinking this way.
Sorry, just a vent.
As I said on my fb post .... Wine I need more wine!
Deb