cmewrrie wrote:I'm glad this thread was started. So much here that I relate too. As a caregiver I often feel the incredible stress and worry and sadness and emotional fatigue that comes with this is still so small compared to the suffering my husband and othe patients are going through that it is selfish to even speak of. And yet I still have my share of secret crying spells in the car.
Glad to know I'm not alone. My warmest wishes of strength and encouragement go out to all of you, caregivers and patients.
yiayia wrote:cmewrrie wrote:I'm glad this thread was started. So much here that I relate too. As a caregiver I often feel the incredible stress and worry and sadness and emotional fatigue that comes with this is still so small compared to the suffering my husband and othe patients are going through that it is selfish to even speak of. And yet I still have my share of secret crying spells in the car.
Glad to know I'm not alone. My warmest wishes of strength and encouragement go out to all of you, caregivers and patients.
I don't understand why you think that as a caregiver, you feel that even speaking of your own suffering is "selfish" and that your suffering is "so small" compared to your husband. Who quantifies suffering? My anquish and pain are very, very real. So is my wife's. Different, but both real. And both requiring care. I just found a local Cancer Support Center in my area where I can actually talk to other caregivers and my wife can talk with other people living with cancer - in person. They also offer mind/body classes, nutrition, etc. at no charge to us. It took me almost a year to find this place. It also took an emotional breakdown on my end to find it. It is NOT selfish to speak of caregiver suffering. It is selfish to suffer alone. If I can get support from others going through the same thing, maybe I can be a better caregiver to my beloved. I don't want to be a basket case in a parking lot.
Laurettas wrote:Canadiandaughter, I would watch your mom carefully and, if possible, relieve her burden as much as possible. I knew 3 women who were caregivers for their husbands when they were in their 60's and 70's. All three of them went into severe and permanent dementia within a year or two of their husbands' deaths. There had been no diagnosis of dementia before their husbands' illnesses. Being a caregiver for and then losing a spouse is an extreme stress--these women made me realize just how extreme.
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