First - Scott - I hope that you resume posting, at least occasionally, I am not a stage IV, so I can't relate to what you've gone through. I can relate to some of your feelings - at least what I think I understand your feelings are from your post and I think a lot of people can be inspired by your NED status from stage IV. I also think many people can benefit from your feelings now. Nothing is the same after cancer, not your mind/outlook on things, your body, anything. It's hard to deal with, your a perfectly healthy person and bam, one day your not, and every day after that you aren't the same person. Some people may feel better after. Maybe. I'm not one of them, but I people all the time in claiming how it was a "blessing" or that they've "learned something". Good for them. I'm happy for them. But living with the effects of cancer, whether it's financial, chemo, radiation, etc., are not easy, and I think I have it pretty good compared to some. But "pretty good" is "pretty hard" to deal with when you didn't have any of these issues before. When treatment stops, it's not over, at least for me, and I think for many people, it just depends on where you were to begin with, where you went, how you did it and where you end up. And no matter where any of that started or went, there's no right or wrong answer about how to feel now.
Second - Karin - Wow. Really? It's one thing to ask, "hey, why do you come back", but seriously telling people to:
lilacbreastedroller wrote:Go! Walk out that door! Dont' come back to bother me
I don't care that it's a song ( which I actually really like, by the way, but the Cake version, not the Gloria Gaynor version) is completely out of line. You have no right to tell anyone who can or should post here and why or why not they shouldn't. Others have said they support your perspective, or your opinion. The things you posted are not a perspective or an opinion. You attacked other members, calling them out, telling them they provide no value, telling them to not post. That's what's out of line. If you personally feel that once someone is cured, they have no business posting here, you are certainly entitled to your opinion, but there's no sign on this board stating "Stop: for current patients only, those who have done the deed back off".
lilacbreastedroller wrote:I've seen people who've been NED for five years post once a day on these boards. Another woman was stage II and NED for ten years and posted a lot. Get a life! Seriously. Why do they not want to join the "land of the living" as I call it? And they aren't particularly helpful on the boards because their cancer experience is outdated. They haven't taken the new chemos, they aren't up-to-date on the new ablation techniques. Ditto with the caregivers. Go! Your husband's been dead for two years, MOVE ON!!! I've seen some former caregivers who live on these boards still. This not healthy, I don't think. Same problem with outdated info.
Where exactly do you get off saying to someone that because their husband has been dead for two years that they need to move on?? This is incredulous to me. Actually, most of what you've said is incredulous. Especially the part about the "outdated" techniques, well how about the fact that there are doctors out there that are "outdated" and don't mention Xeloda?
Without the people that have been there and done that, a lot of people would be lost, fishing around for information, advice, a sounding board. I know that it the people on this board helped me when I was first diagnosed and I knew nothing. I come around to see the people that were here when I joined and the ones I've encountered since and to maybe provide that one piece of information that will help someone else. If I can provide one, just one thing that can help someone else, then coming on here and checking and posting has is worth it. But to call any of us unhealthy because we want to help support each other? That disgusts me.
You are certainly entitled to your opinion, but in my humble opinion, you aren't entitled to what you said.