Ho Dianna, thanks for checking in. Have been thinking of you and Frenchie . . .
I do/can not believe in afterlife; and for me afterlife comms is unthinkable, but confess that I found solace in talking to my long deceased dad when days were difficult after the liver job back in 2013
. Since then, I talk to him and my mom occasionally. Not so much for answers, but to keep them alive that way and to bring back memories. By now it has become a private ceremony to honor days long gone.
I wish you many of such chats that you can anchor on.
Best wishes and keep enjoying the butterflies
Dec 2012 - Dx CC; MM @ 65yrs, 2 unresect liver mets, CEA 41.8
Jan 2013 - colectomy @ spleen (IVa T3N1bM1a) 2/26 nodes, MSI-low
Feb-Aug - 1x Xelox-7x Xelox/Avastin, mets shrink from #3
Sept - nuclear liver scan, 2x failed Portal Vein embolization
Oct 2013 - R liver resect 28 hosp days (liver failure, bad delirium, emboli, encephalopathy) all cancer gone, pCR
2014/15 - recovery; benign polyp Apr '15
Apr 2016 - new house/town/life
clean CTs and 1.3/1.4 CEAs: 4x2014, 4x2015/16, May2017, next Nov 2017