Postby michelle c » Thu Jan 08, 2015 8:37 am
Dear Belle,
Love your blogs, thank you for sharing....❤❤❤
I have "known" you for many years here and I know just how important it is for you to have quality of life. I know how much you enjoy and love your family and friends and garden. Sometimes it is the small things that are important and mean the most. When I was on chemo, I was really sick, I didn't tolerate it very well. Mind you, I didn't find this board until my treatment had finished, unfortunately. I didn't really complain to my onc, I just sucked it up and suffered...ugh! Friends would say that I should go on a holiday when my chemo was finished....me, I just wanted to cook my family a meal or take my kids to school...it was the simple things that meant the most. I wanted to feel normal, or at least somewhat normal. I was so far from normal on chemo. Some people tolerate chemo better than others. Belle, you have gone through more than me, much more, and you've tolerated much more chemo....I understand where you are coming from....enough is enough.
Belle, you know what is best for you, I respect and understand your decision. It is a tough one, but right for you. I support you all the way....I wish that I could do something for you but all I can do is offer my support and send you love from across the miles.
Love you,
Michelle xxx
May 25 2009 Dx with CC (sigmoid colon) 2 days after my 44th b'day
CEA prior to surgery 4.7
Jun 3 2009 LAR - Stage III 3/10 lymph nodes
Jul 6 - Dec 10 2009 - 12 cycles FOLFIRI
Genetic testing - inconclusive for Lynch
Jul 2012 port removed & hernia repair