RedBird43 wrote: I am so against the surgery
Well, as a practical matter, surgery is your only hope for a cure. The affected area needs to be removed or the overwhelming odds are you'll get a recurrence.
I hear you on the fear. I never had a stitch until I went in for my resection, and I was worried. But I recovered well and was back on my bike (my standard measure, as you can see) in six weeks.
That was more than 10,000 miles ago.
So, you really need to do it, IMO. Think positive and remember that it goes pretty well for most people, especially if you're healthy otherwise.
Some Christmas present, though!
Good luck & let us know how you're doing.