Postby Nester » Sat Jul 19, 2014 10:17 am
Dear Friends,
I couldn't believe how things turned so bad for the worse.
I knew someday it could come but i couln't imagine things were running sooo fast.
I got the response of a meeting including surgeons, oncologists, pain therapy doctors, iternists, radiologists . The meeting included the highest persons of the biggest milan hospital to discuss my case which run more than one hour.
They reviewed my scans , and the 3 one taken when i had an obstruction, the result is that the obscrutions happened in 3 different point, meaning the disease even if not visible has spread to all my abdomen.
Hence surgery is not an option, they think the disease has spread to all the lining of my peritoneum and there's no surgical benefit that can solve the situation.
With all these frequent blockages, even chemo or trials are not an option anymore , as i cannot have blockages during the therapy.
So my oncologists and doctors came to me to give me the most unexpected and devastating news.
My only card left is currently hospice. And my current life expectance is measurable in weeks, maybe one month.
I'm very sorry to post this news, i'm hearbroken , my plans as a 30 years old boy and my serenity has currently fell down the toilet and they even flushed it.
I'm trying to get other opinions but all the other doctors seems to be hopeless as well.
As far i don't want to live the last weeks with a blockage in pain and actually with my mind blurred by the meds, i prefer to end it quicker and sooner.
I'm really greateful for all the support that this forum has given to me , and i really appreciate it.
I love you all , i really found the most heatwarming and amazing fighters on this forum, and i'm so sorry to leave you.
Wherever i will be , i will look upon you and i will be supporting somehow if i can to handle and make this disease curable. So many had left us, this is so unfair.
A big hug an a big kiss to all of you ......
Your dearest friend Marco.
Diag @ 30yo St IV 12/11 Appdx crcnma (mets to peri)
12/11 2x Colectomy (1 HIPEC)
2/12 - 7/12 CAPOX
2/12 - 5/13 NED
5/13 Explorative Surgery (1 small nodule found)
9/13 Start FOLFIRI
10/13 Obstruction - Surgery + Colostomy
1/14-6/14
Life @ sunset