Postby Bev G » Sun Sep 07, 2014 11:09 pm
Hello, dear Marco,
I am sorry you are feeling weak, and very sorry you fell. That's probably very scary...to feel your body weakening while your spirit is so strong. That is the spirit you will take with you Marco. Your self that will live forever, your spirit that has accumulated all the love and beautiful memories of your life. I strongly believe you will never lose any of that. Those things, who you are, how you loved, and are loved with be with you forever. In time, we will all be with you again, and what an amazing party it will be!
I sent you another postcard from Quechee, VT on Saturday. I sure hope you will be able to read my awful writing. It's so weird, some days I can write pretty much OK, and some days, not at all (thanks, chemo)
I love you, Marco, you sweet and wonderful young man. Feel the love.
xoxox
Bev
58 yo Type1 DM 48 years
12/09 Stage IV 2/22 nodes + liver met, colon resec
3 tx FOLFIRI, liver resec 4/10
9/10 6 mos off chemo, Neg PET&CTC CEA nl
2/11 finished total 10 rounds chemo
9/13 ^17th clean PET/CT NED for now