DeAnn - I just reread your post, it is sad and awful but it is also so beautiful - seeing as God can make all our ways nice and blessful..putting rught people on our way. I read it like a novel from another world...
Your love shine through every word, but I can tell you that such nurses you will not find here where I live... or docs, no one ever spoke with us, phone calls - it will be such a miracle that we will be dead of heart attac...
So - I am SO SO SO sorry you lost the love of your life, but reading your story as I can see, you have 4 wonderful sons, you are so connected with love and care, it is a priviledge to know someone like you and your husband and I am sure your memories will turn into hearwarming scenes in you heart and mind. May God bless you and your family.
Sorry for my english.....I hope you can understand what I mean to say
surgery 5/11, T2N0MX, G2, SRC rectal ca, 22 cm removed
CT- numerous mets in abdomen - LN, 2 big ones on pancreas, one penetrated right urether. Surgery, they just take samples for PHD, 6 roundds 5FU, refuse further chemos