I would like to share my story in the hope that it will help others. In the beginning of last year I found out I had uterine cancer. Later they also found colon cancer and that had spread to my liver, where a small spot was found.
My first impulse was no way! I am not doing that! Yet here I was doing just that!
After my initial resistance, I posed the question to myself: why I am creating this? If I believe in my spirituality, I am creating this. What am I not seeing?
And then the answers started coming. I was not letting people in anymore. I would hand out 'happy cards' to people to make them feel good, but...I did not want a response. All this must have happened slowly, because I was not aware of it.
Uterine cancer is a response to not accepting femininity. Also a surprise, yet clearly visible when I got the answer to that. I needed to LOVE myself. So I healed those areas in my life. For me it was done.
Yet the body still had cancer. So then comes the whole doctor routine. And all of a sudden it all came together: aggressive surgery, chemo and healing. I had 8 hours of surgery, Yet I felt it was easy. I have had two Cesarean deliveries and they were much harder to deal with then this. The healing went quickly and with relatively little pain. Everything was healed on a spiritual level and the body responded.
Even the chemo was not so bad although that had some nasty side effects.
Now I have no evidence of dis-ease and I feel very much at-ease with myself. I now love myself.
Does any one else have an experience like this? Would someone like to try this route? I would be happy to help.
See the way as an easy path! Believe in yourself! You are a giant who can do this. I did!
Lots of love,
Lia