very worried, good for you for seeking help and yes, I too have mixed emotions surrounding the colon club - need it, rely on it, but sometimes I over focus on the negative. but I am so grateful to everyone here.
my husband had a complete breakdown after my diagnosis. we have separated but I'm trying to be supportive of his mental health and he's trying to be supportive of my physical health. in the end, this is a diagnoses that is shared by all who love you.
RC - T3NXMX depth of invasion 3mm - diagnosed 5/26/13 age 53
High Dose, Internal Radiation at Johns Hopkins resulted in a PCR
LAR 9/10/13 - 0-26 nodes. CEA 1.9 post surgery
XELOX started 10/21/13(8 rounds)