If only for a second...

[seasnail]

Evening everyone.

We've had kind of a rough week. I'm not even sure how to put it in words, because I'm not even sure what is wrong, but I feel stressed, anxious, scared, and exhausted. DH has had trouble sleeping, which means I have had trouble sleeping, and I'm sure that hasn't been helping. We are approaching our last chemo before scans (which fall on Christmas Eve for infusion, and pump through the 26th, ugh), and maybe it's the fear of the unknown that is getting to me. Like we have had good results, so I feel safe in this bubble, as if things can't get worse until chemo stops and we're exposed again. Maybe irrational, but true. Anyway, I came across this video when a few friends shared it on Facebook, and I was so moved and it hit so close to home that I haven't really been able to stop crying since I watched it. Just thought I'd pass it on - don't know why it affected me so much tonight, but you never know when someone else might just need it. Sorry for the ramble. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMWU8dEKwXw

[O Stoma Mia]

Evening everyone....and maybe it's the fear of the unknown that is getting to me. Like we have had good results, so I feel safe in this bubble, as if things can't get worse until chemo stops and we're exposed again...

[tdsamal]

What an awesome video, thanks for sharing!
Tammy

[Savsmom]

The unknown is scary!

[seasnail]

I will definitely look into that book...thank you!!

And it really is. This week has been better, but I still am having trouble knowing our last chemo is coming up. Scared for the scans, scared for radiation, but also hopeful. What a confusing time.

[Cherie]

cried my eyes out!

[skypup]

What fun! And I loved seeing the joy in the faces of all the non-patients, too!