Sorry - this post is just really a rant. I'm so grumpy just now that I don't want to be near anyone for fear of biting their heads off. Got a lot of pain today and think I have another UTI. Incarceration at home for 15 months post ileostomy reversal is driving me crazy. My guts just won't behave or regulate at all - despite lots and lots of help and advise. I'm seeing surgeon soon to discuss surgical options and think I may be going back to some type of stoma. To get more investigations to look for fistula - gross, and urologists are doing further assessment to see if I might be able to get rid of catheter. I know I'm fortunate, as I'm Stage 3c and currently NED and compared to a lot of people on this site, my worries are much less. My quality of life was much better with a stoma.
I hate cancer. It took my lovely Dad and much loved dog this summer. It's stole my independence, job, and dignity. I hope 2014 is a better year.
I was starting my Christmas shopping online and thought about what I want - hence the topic.
Sorry to moan here but don't want to upset my family any more and needed a good grump! I'm usually a cheery and positive person, but not today.
Makie1503