Postby DaniMags » Thu Jul 18, 2013 10:46 pm
With many tears and alot of talking, I have decided I can't do this anymore. Guess it kind of helps that there are no treatments either. I had such an agonizing Monday nite that I made my mind up. I was filled once again with ascites (drained twice in the last four weeks) but I also have lung damage from my previous tx (tdm-1) and mets. It is so hard to breathe and it really frightened me a few times. If that's not enough my left foot is totally swollen. Doc sent me for an ultrasound to rule out a clot. Negative on that but my artery is almost totally shut down from my foot to thigh. I haven't quite decided to call Hospice yet as my husband will be bringing our bed downstairs this weekend and rearranging things for the comfort of guests. Doc is working on getting an abdominal drain to be accessed at home.
One thing I must say, I thought telling my mother I had cancer was the hardest thing I would have to do but this, this....takes the cake especially since my younger sister is right behind me.
I'll still be on reading every night and keep you all updated.
God be with you all,
Dani
DX 12/09 St IIIC
1/10-6/10 FOLFOX
9/11 mets omentum/abd; 10/11 FOLFOX/Erb
1/12 Alimta/Herc
3/12 mets to liver -FOLFOX/Erb
5/12 FOLFIRI/Erb
8/12 FOLFIRI/Avastin, 1/13-Temodar/Avastin
3/13 widespread progr inc. lungs
4/13 - Stivarga (failed)