This is my first post, I've been reading for a while.
My cancer is gone, yeah! But the constant defecating, clustering, pain remains.
I have to look into enemas, colostomy, something, I can not live like this.
I've tried fiber, no fiber, eating a few small meals, the only thing that helps me is not eating, most nights I can't sleep past 2 and it starts. I have days of horrible gas, I've discussed this with my oncologist, 2 colorectal surgeons, and they tell me, learn to live with it. Really?
I try to tell myself how very lucky I am, things will get better, but I'm starting to think this is as good as it's going to get
My tumor was very low and my rectum was removed.
Imodium was no help. I'm wondering if with a permanent colostomy, at least that would reduce some of the pain, I don't even know what is hurting inside? Why aren't things all healed by now?
I'm feeling trapped at home, if I had any knowledge of this no way would I have had this surgery, my tumor was gone after 6 weeks of radiation and chemo, wish I had taken my chances. Well, must deal with where we are now, of course it is time to get off the Percocet, don't know how I will manage without it. Sorry to be so whiney and jumping around, I just don't know where to start to help myself any more. People think, I have diarrhea, or constipated, no, I just go non stop, sometimes after 2 bites of food.
Thank you for listening, if you haven't been there, that feeling of heading into the bathroom again, toilet paper sales are up in my area, it gets so weary..oh well
How does daily enemas work out for most?
I am 58 and was so active before all this, very depressed now