Hi Lina,
Just FYI we don't usually approve unregistered postings to older topics here because many times, the original posters are no longer on this forum. Your post is relevant and I do not want to discourage you from being a poster here, but if you would choose to register, then others can communicate with you online as well as by PM and email.
I hope we can welcome you as a new member to the ColonClub and wish you all the best. Hopefully others in your situation may respond to this topic as well.
CHEERS and best wishes !
CRguy, One of the Moderators