Postby Badass » Sun Mar 31, 2013 7:37 pm
So discouraged... Having some symptoms pointing to possible colovaginal fistula. Just when I started enjoying life and letting my cancer guard down. Just cannot face another round of invasive tests, complex treatment plans,the specter of future post-radiation issues. First real bout of depression since original diagnosis. If anyone else has had this problem and is willing to share, please PM me. I fel like I am in for a world of trouble. Trying to swim frantically to the shores of normalcy.
R.C. 12/23/11 at age 52 T3N0M0
3/1/12 completed Xeloda and radiation
5/4/12 LAR & Ileostomy
6/7/12-10/4/12 6 rounds Xelox
11/27/12 Reversal
7/13/13 1 liver met
8/13 Met resection /hai pump
4/14 Chemo completed (Irinotecan/5fu/fudr in pump)